sometimes when i don't understand something (like maybe a joke or something)

i look to see how others react

like if i see people putting laughing emotes

i will then put one too!

the reason i do this is cause i want to make sure i don't react inappropriately (like what if they weren't joking and i put a laugh emote because i thought it was a joke, etc) so when ever my dumb brain doesn't get it, i wait for other people reactions (i need to stop calling myself dumb, people i know don't like it when i call myself that)